Paz

As the days approach to a new chapter in my life, I wonder if I will ever make it back to the place where I found peace.

I think about and miss Spain on a daily basis. The coffee, the sidewalks, the people, the language, the culture, the simplicity, the calming yet exciting atmosphere...everything.

I found who I was in Spain and I think that's why I miss it so much. I broke away from the old and lept into the new and the unknown. I was very alive in that place and have slowly sunk back into the humdrum of daily life...

I am excited about moving to El Paso because it reminds me very much of moving to Spain. Going to an unknown place to live an unknown lifestyle. I will be living the modest life of a missionary wife and I cannot wait!

However ...

I want to go back, and I want to show Mikell the place that allowed to me to grow and mature into the person he is going to marry.